Its been so long since i last time i wrote.. Things fell in places… I could not even write about them.. I was right there, letting my man come and take over my life..

After 1st semester exams… We used to chat whole night, even when his mom has come back.. I told him about my past relationship…. My friendships… And about my life.. And after knowing him, i could only think about one thing, he never matched what i had always imagined, but i started believing, whatever he was, he was perfect… I found something perfect about his imperfections ( tht others tell me about, i am really unable to notice them) and that was when i knew, he is the one. I love him.

I was falling more in love with him.. Every time we met.. Every time we used to talk, i was living him.

When our second semester started,

Dates i don’t remember…

Our second semester started, we used to chat all the time, stay in touch, keep discussing things, more of my efforts to come up with new new things to talk about. I even had his schedule, to match the classes we can bunk together to stay together, till now, i was not sure if he was in love with me, he was not, but he certainly liked to be with me than with many others. Atleast i gave him a comfort zone, and i was happy about it.

He used to say things that used to give me hints, hints like he wants to be with me sometimes, and sometimes he doesn’t.

One thing tht always kept us glued to conversation was music. We used to like similar songs. I should mention that my taste in rock songs were better than his, he was more of a rnb and hip hop and pop person… I gave him many rock songs that afterwards he started liking.

He had to leave for varanasi.. With aunty.. It was the first time after our friendship that we were going apart, out of touch. I was habitual of messaging him day and night, atleast gud night, and gud morning msgs… Whenever he msgd me, i always used to smile.. U wont believe, i even saved all the msgs he had sent me, in my inbox… And i had a collection of 339 msgs from him in those 4 months..but unfortunately one day, when I was going inside the college library in haste, I unknowingly clicked on delete all msgs option in my cellphone, And that day turned out to be a bad one. Coming back to his leaving for Varanasi… I was thinking of ways to occupy him with something that he keeps thinking about me throughout the journey, So, I insisted him.. on keeping my iPod with him for the journey. What he must have thougt I don’t know, but I made him feel as if I was his friend who cared of his boredome while travelling so far. I told him, I already have my laptop which is my music station, so he can take the iPod.. and although he said NO… last day before he had to leave, he accepted it. I was standing near the bus, with Raktima, tuk out the iPod case and gave it to him, with a HAVE A SAFE N HAPPY JOURNEY note written in it… He didn’t tell me if that was sweet, but his smile told me… he liked it.

The other day, I was in college, missing him so much, I was in touch with him through msgs.. Ohh did I mention earlier that he never was a text chat person before, I had forced him so much to get the msg pack activated in his cellfone so that we can chat whenever we want, And I used to utilize it the most.. as much as possible.. hehe..  I was playing dum charade in my class, and I kept texting him asking about some good movie names nobody wud guess, he gave me lame answers, but justified as he must be busy thinking about journey and final packing, and I was there, disturnbing him by my texts… I was in the bus, when his call came, I got happy, content to see that he had called me up before leaving the town, did he call other friends of his then? I don’t think so, so there indeed was something special, he just couldn’t feel it i suppose.

Everynite.. even when he was on roaming.. he used to text me atleast once, be it the simple Gud nite, Swtest drmz msg… Yep, I dnt knw how, this tradition started between us, which we continue even today… The dreams has got to be sweetest… and by the way, Love is the sweetest thing.. !! He never knew this, but he did the same what I did, wished me sweetest dreams. Hehe.. I m Corny, I know that.

I remember his call from Varanasi, and he telling me about things from the village, and how much heat the village had, LOLz… And days went by…

He came back to jaipur.. and we had exams.. we met on the day of our exam… MTT1..

And he gave me back my ipod case… I took it, and he said.. there is a surprise in it.. I couldn’t stop myself from opening it right then.. although he went away giving it to me… I opened it, it had a note.. THANK YOU.. AND ALL THE BEST FOR EXAM… and there lied a sweet black and white bracelet in it… Ohh by the way… white and black are his favourite colours… specially white… peace.. J

I was moved by this gesture from him… I started feeling something special.. and this gave me confidence.. and that is why, I planned to try further…. somewhere I knew that we were meant to be together….. J

So, you see, things were falling into places for me… !!

Its still a long story how we got officially in a relationship…. More On that coming later…! For now, just know that He proposed to me on my birthday, 3rd Sep, 2009.. and that is our official anniversary.. tho I believe we got unknowingly in a relatinship in the month of june only when I confessed about my feelings to him..about my love for him.

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